Happy New Year 2016!!

Time flies!! it's 2016 already.. and I'm not ready for the new 2016!

First of all, let me begin with new year resolution... hmmph.. *think think think* .. In fact, I already gave it a thought when I was in Bintan last weekend:

1. Read at least 3 books in year 2016 (english, chinese, japanese... which i don't read japanese actually.. haha.. the truth is i did completed three books in year 2016 *wink*)
2. Run at least 80 km in year 2016 (I haven't been running in 2015.. don't think i even clocked 50km this year..) shall challenge another 21km marathon in 2016
3. Travel to at least one new oversea country (no hongkong no batam no bintan no malaysia !!)
4. Find a new job !
5. Submit and apply for SG citizenship
6. Meeting new friends ! shouldn't be hard isn't it ? I'm thinking if i change new job, new environment, i probably will make some new friends!
7. Have a blast on my 32nd birthday!
8. Debt free! *hard sia*

Hope this is not too difficult to achieve.. except for no.8, which probably will still take me a year or two.. still, the key is to control my expenditure..

I would like to sum up my 2015 in terms of love, works, family, friends

Love
My romance relationship in 2015 is definitely roller coaster + ship wrecking. alright, maybe the ship is not sank yet.. but its pretty "broken" and seems difficult to repair. It has been a lot commitment going on, we moved in together, we travel together.. but it is no longer passionate, we both no longer love on fire. perhaps we're getting more n more distance apart.. unfortunately I do not know when, we both realize we are giving less towards each other. I do not feel love anymore, i do not feel i'm important to him anymore. We both do not know how it will turn out to be.. yet.. I mean things will come to a clear pic in end Jan, I assumed. Let's see what's gonna happen in Jan 2016. 

Hoping that year 2016 is a year for good romance and a year to settle down for a home which i would call my home. It could be him, if he still sees what we used to see. 

Works
works turn out to be still alright in year 2015 but I'm not too sure in 2016 anymore. 

I was unofficially promoted.. became a team lead to lead 2 minions under me. However, work loads has significantly increased over the time. Although i managed only two sites, i still have to work closely with my two kiddos to ensure their works is on par. 

Pay is still alright, i supposed. In fact, i'm still quite grateful for what the company is paying me now. Thankful to my SPM who has been a great mentor and supportive superior. I supposed, as times go on, she changed too. 

Family
Family relationship is still as bad. I'm still mad with my mum despite she tried to make good on the relationship. I just get very mad when she call to just ask for $. Things are getting better with me and my bro, at least we talk once in a while. 

Friends
I'm thankful that I've always been surrounded by lots of friends who care and concern about me. I'm thankful that they are always by my side and standby me whenever I need help. friendship forever and keep in touch !! may all my friends stay in good health and be happy! 

I cant express how grateful I am as I've come this far in year 2015. Not much great achievements or spectacular milestone to be proud of, but I still thankful for people who has shown their love and care for me in 2015, opportunity and learning guidance that was offered to me, friends who cheer me up when I was upset, thank you to those who has been harsh on me and I've learnt my lesson..

So, that's all for first post in 2016! Stay strong sook cheng and be happy!!