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Working on Weekend..

30 and 31 Aug 2014..

Company has to return one of the HDB site and we are getting our tenants to move out.

It is not the first time we are vacating residential sites. The first time was in 2012, we were clearing another site in boon lay, 4 blocks with hundreds of residents.

I felt tired, exhausted and getting sick of the work. Perhaps it is the work scope or the working environment, I felt depressed when I was on site today. As compared to the previous residential project clearance, i personally feel the last round was more exciting despite the number of tenants we dealt with was doubled. The PM team was more merrier, bonded. We shared information and worked very closely as team. Had so much fun back then.











For this recent project, we have not taken any photo.. >.< Shall do that tomorrow! =D

But one thing in common for both projects.. the illegal dumping issues is seriously a headache. Had to squeeze myself through all the rubbish and dirty furniture. I can still remember the dirty mattress which bed bugs.. blood stains.. Eeeeewwwww.. Aghhh... in fact.. there is another common traits, i.e tenant's behavior. Somehow we can't evade from quarrels. 

Hope tomorrow is a smooth day! 


和嗣龙在一起的第42天

I came across this song 2 days .. It was on my iPhone playlist. Reason why I have chose to post it because Si long is my love angel !! Haha.. 



愛的天使

安:別說愛情會是美麗和甜蜜 如果沒有妳我會傷心
蔡:我說愛情就如生活在夢裡 沒有你的世界只有孤寂
安:一見妳我心會意亂情迷
蔡:愛上你二十四小時 合:在想你(妳)

合:安:You're my Angel 蔡:我是你天使
合:安:是我愛的天使 蔡:愛的天使
合:你(妳)讓這空虛世界充滿了回憶
合:安:You're my Angel 蔡:我是你天使
合:安:我是天上星星 蔡:um...ya...
合:安:閃爍著幸福 永遠 合:愛著你(妳) my Angel

蔡:原來愛上一個人好不容易 我才相信愛你是天意
安:天上星星都是在期待黎明 沒妳愛情太陽永不升起
蔡:一見你我心會意亂情迷
安:愛上妳二十四小時 合:在想你(妳) 

合:安:You're my Angel 蔡:我是你天使
合:安:是我愛的天使 蔡:愛的天使
合:你(妳)讓這空虛世界充滿了回憶


合:安:You're my Angel 蔡:我是你天使
合:安:我是天上星星 蔡Surprisedh......
合:安:閃爍著幸福.永遠 合:愛著你(妳) my Angel
合:安:You're my Angel 蔡:我是你天使
合:安:是我愛的天使 蔡:愛的天使
合:你(妳)讓這空虛世界充滿了回憶
合:安:You're my Angel 蔡:天使
合:安:我是天上星星 蔡:ya......
合:安:閃爍著幸福 永遠 合:愛著你(妳) my Angel

Thank you for being here to love me. Love you for as long as time allow me to.
Hope your wrist recover soon.. Just do not wan u to get hurt or injured.. No one likes injury or suffer from pain. It pains me seeing u get hurt. So plz be more careful nx time.. 

Xoxo. Love you. 
和嗣龙在一起的第40天

We were together for 40 days already. Yay... Haha.. His school has started and just began his second week. It seems that his school restarted doesn't really impacted negatively our relationship like what I've been worried about. Perhaps still early to tell, after all it is only the 2nd week.

I wanna record down our first JB trip on Saturday 23 aug 2014 too. It has been amazing. We had curry fish head.. then bak gut teh. . Then we watch the expandable 3. It was great!!!! Nice movie btw.. action pack with humors. Love to watch it with him. In fact, i have watched it just one week ago w jamie but the movie was great and I would love to watch the same movie again with si long.. still can remember his laughters n silliness like the Galgo in the movie. ; P






We then went to suteramall collect my lens n tried the blood test. There was this shop in suteramall which sells some metal accessories which so called has some special effects and help to boost your health, reduce radiation in the body .. bla bla bla.. silly baby tried it.. looks like he realli healthy n fit. Haha..

We then went for dinner.. my favourite steamboat porridge.  I dun think it is his most favourable meal out of the three meals. After dinner, we went massage .. focusing on foot reflexology and shoulder massage.

I hope it is a fun day for him. Coz I do have lots of fun. Haha.. just amazing .. wonderful.. memorable.. still can remember his laughters in the cinema, his satisfied face after the meals.. haha.. but guess we need to work out a lot a lot to burn the calories..

Let's talk about our 39th day tgt.. haha.. Monday night meet up shall now be habitual thingy for us.. at least till the end of the semester.. every monday his lessons end at 1015.. n i will pick him up from school n send him home. I felt like suddenly Monday isn't the hardest day to live with.. haha.. just amazing isn't it ? U would realize that when u have something to look forward to, ta da~ there u go. U would be happy to see him.. more than anything else.. just delighted n u will carry a smile when u are with him.. smile from the bottom of the heart.



It is just miraculous and wonderful thing to bump into si long 2 months ago.. such a joy and pleasure to spent time with him.. I have to admit he has brought me so much joy n laughters that I never expect of.. guess that's y people call it love. Small little silly thing come from him just made your day. Simple and contented.

Which is why I know I need to blog it down. I know I have short term memories. Haha.. best way to remember things is to write it down..

I sincerely want to thank si long for bringing me so much happiness and joy to my life. Even if it is only 2 hours. You encouraged me, inspired me in many ways. I hope you have enjoyed yourself too with my companion. I love to see that smiles on your face.. love every moment that you are happy. Seeing u happy makes me happy too.

Think I'm getting long winded. Haha.. that should be all for today. Look forward to more posts to come.

XOXO, love you! 💖

Black 14/8/14

Dear diary,

 Today is an unlucky day.

 I was involved in an accident. My car got hit by the van behind me. I was horrified. Till now I still can feel tat instance of the van knocked onto my car. It all took place in few seconds.

I must admit. This is not the first time I got involved in accident. I remembered I knocked onto an Ang Moh car before.. He forgave me.. Followed me to my workshop and I helped him repaired the car. Private settlement..

Today, when this incident took place, I was shocked, didn't know what to react. Din get any injury.. But was traumatized. We eventually settled at his workshop. They said will help me fix back my car, paint back and touch up. So I din pursue further. I agreed to this private settlement and let the matter rest.

The first person I shared the incident to was Silong. Sadly, the message din reach him. He probably busy w his works in school or gyming.. Somehow.. It just upset me that he din call immediately to see if I'm alright..

Well.. Francine called.. Kelley called.. But he din..

Sky came to look for me. We have appointment in Eunos anyway.

When he finally see my message, he din call me either.. I tried calling.. But it seems like bad time to talk. When he called back later, I have decided to continue w my appointment in Eunos and wasn't able to talk as I was about to meet my tenant.

It was heartbreaking to be honest.. I was expecting.. Expecting his call to show me some care and concerns, to ask if I'm ok , to ask if i am injured, to ask if I need any help, .. Perhaps to ask where i am and if he could offer any help.. Or just show up.. After he finish running his errands or finish his stuff..

But none.. Nothing happened. He called. He asked if I'm ok.. I replied "Yes I am.. I'm not injured.." But he din realize that at that point.. I just needed some 1 to be beside me. I really wish that he realize it..

I felt helpless when my car was in the workshop. Sky came later and he was beside me. He was very helpful.. Helped me make sure that workshop mechanics will fix the dent properly.. Paint the parts properly.

It was hard to accept that Silong actually din .. Or din ask much. I presumed it was because I told him I'm ok. N the pics actually shown tat the car wasn't too badly dented.

Sigh , what can I do to make him realize ?

Hope tomorrow is better day.







3 years and 8 mths in LHN

I know that I have posted or write a blog since many yrs ago.. But I'm glad that I found the blog n read it again. Felt like a reflection.. In my previous post.. I talked about not feeling secured.. Not confidence in my own works.. Not take pride in my own works.. N not able to build rapport with my fellow colleagues, tenants, landlord.. Today, whilst reading up this previous post, I'm quite glad.. Tat I've transformed.. So much.. My perseverance, my hard works and my positive mindset which doesn't allow me to giv up n push myself to keep trying has proven tat I'm a changed person compared to 3 yrs ago.. Who is someone timid.. N do not have confidence in my works. I guess beside these positive traits, the facts tat I'm here in the same company for 3yrs n 8 mth oso mean tat I'm experienced in wad I'm doing n I know what to b deliver to my boss. It also implied tat I'm cur rently entering a comfort zone which I probably should start to find a more challenging environment n brush up my skill sets. The one thing I'm concerning about being in comfort zone is I stop learning n growing.. Which I think I am now.. I have so much aspiration.. But I realize money is such a constraint to me now.. Paying bills.. School fees.. My mum.. It's such burden.. I'm looking into means to ease my cash flows.. But how? I wan to pursue MBA .. I wan to be debt free.. How to? Let me just focus n rethink bat it.. Guess it's about time..